to every season turn, turn, turn...

every story has an ending, and i guess the OSI bonding of Noel, Vhal and Sasa will now come to an end. i never really fully accepted the fact that you're leaving. i guess it's also my defense mechanism.

i hate goodbyes. i hate for the story to end. i hate the memories that you will leave our hearts. but most of all i hate the fact that you're leaving. more than anyone in this office, it will be the hardest for me. why? because like you there's only a few people i can lean on and for me.. your "the" one!

i hold back the tears now because i don't want to show you the fact that i am extremely sad that you're leaving. i wanted you to have a happy memory of me. just the way you remember me, a clown to everyone but himself. i hold back the tears because i fear that it won't stop when it begins. i hold back the tears beacause with it, i only feel more pain. though i hold back my tears, let it not mean that i do not feel. though i hold back my tears and a put a smile, i wish you well. and you know that i won't hold you back to whatever will make you happy. you tell me that you love me beh, i just want to let you know that if i had a choice between my life and yours.. i would pick you in a heartbeat.

let us cherish the times we spent together, as a family. let us dream about each others success. let us not fear of the ending of the story. let us hope that this is just another chapter in our lives. and then tomorrow as the new day comes, let us smile and say, today will be a better day because i know i can always count on my friends.